As I am home again today with a flu baby I have been tempted to eat more. When I am around other people I find it much easier to control myself, deny myself, whatever. But when I am alone, with only myself to answer to, I sometimes hang up the phone.
Today started out good. I had a healthy breakfast. A bit of a snack. Then, for some reason, I grabbed a handful of chocolate animal crackers. Have you had these things? They are good. I really don't know why I grabbed them, bored, I guess.
As I walked away with them, I thought Dang! I shouldn't have done that. Then I walked back to the pantry to get some more.
I told myself no.
I said might as well, you aren't going to win the biggest loser anyway.
I seriously went back in forth in my head and THEN I DIDN'T EAT THEM!!
But I wanted too. I washed the taste away with an entire bottle of water. Still wanted them. Thought about brushing my teeth, then I spied some cinnamon tic tacs in the cabinet. Viola~ 1.9 calories each - I looked. I popped two in my mouth and promptly forgot about the animal crackers.
Felt so good about myself I cleaned the front of all my cabinets with a knock off magic eraser.
Yep, I am weird.